Nothing’s Okay

I'm lonely
And broken
And terrified to drink alone
And I wish that you would call

Because I still
Love you
In ways I can’t love myself
But I know it had to end

And something inside me caved
I'm losing the fight today
And I just don't know how much more pain I can take
Because nothing's okay

So, I pace
Blind rooms
Trying to control myself
And to not think of you

And I know that you pray for me
In the hours you can't sleep
And that's all you can do
That's all you can do
That's all you can do for yourself

And something inside me caved
I'm losing the fight today
And I just don't know how much more pain I can take
Because nothing's okay

God, I wish that you would call 

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